I don’t know how long will the monster in me go. A few days more? End of this week?

I am not feeling well but still working to meet deadlines before I go on leave at the end of the month. I haven’t been going to the gym so the missing happy hormones had something to do with this freaky mood. Top to that PMS. Is there ever such thing? or this is just my normal personality? Scratch that, I refuse to accept.

I am having issues with my mood since Sunday - every little thing makes me explode and coincidentally, things go out of hand when I am feeling like this. Or is it, things go bad because I feel bad? Little things that is magnified whenever I feel like this. Even my voice is one tone higher than usual.

Last night, some appliances suddenly broke, M kept nagging me about bank transactions I forgot, Pristine tugging me asking to play, sing, dance, read, whatever it is in her mind. She doesn’t even want anybody to be with her except for mom. Can’t I even have one minute of peace and quiet even if only when I’m sick!?

Drats, I just wrote a certified rant post.