I came back home today after spending two hours at the office because of abdominal and back pains due to a very painful monthly period. I’d be candid here, since I think not many people read this blog except family and close friends.
I’m a little disappointed to know that I am not pregnant. We were trying for a baby and for the past couple of months, I was anticipating. But what do we know, God has other plans for us. I thought, if couples do it, then definitely baby will come but now, I am rather shocked that this is not the case all the time. Pristine was a surprise - when I thought I could not get pregnant six years ago I did and now that I am expecting to fall pregnant, I’m not.
Life is interesting.
I’m sorry Grace, even if you haven’t been trying long each failed month is like a knife in the gut, isn’t it. Hang in there, you’re still quite young and a few months is not long at all to try, though it must feel like forever if you got pg unexpectedly the first time. Unless you have some reason to suspect a problem, at your age they often recommend trying for six months to a year before seeking help.
Are you charting your fertility signs? That can REALLY help you figure out what’s going on.
I hope next month is your lucky one.
I’m sorry, Sweetie. I know how you are feeling. Hang in there and relax and keep on trying!
sorry grace! … in God’s time. just look at Pristine whenever you feel that sadness. Maybe looking at her face will make your disappointment fade even just for a little bit.
Sorry.. but like what Charlotte said, in God’s time.